Saturday, November 18, 2006

Aren't they Cute!





I am learning not to take them for granted and to cherish every moment. I have a friend who really has shown me a thing or two-hundred about being a great Mom. I know I will never be Jody, but I can always try! Thanks Jody for your inspiring words day after day! For always doing your best to let God shine through you. Believe me He does!

What works for me...

or maybe it's what doesn't work for me. I think I have finally figured it out, drugs are great! Now don't get nervous, I am talking about anti-depressants. For a long time I have put off asking about them even though I knew I was needing them. I was in a hole and I couldn't climb out. I was thinking very irrationally, telling myself things I knew were not true. Even worse, I started to believe some those things. In the month that I have been taking the pills I have changed. Maybe others haven't noticed because, on the outside, nothing was wrong, but I know something is different. I no longer dwell on all the negatives I am able to go thru life without focusing on the bad things. I want to take care of myself, look good for my husband, and I like my children better now. So anyway, hating myself, putting myself down, and not valuing me, these things no longer work for me. WOW, what a difference a month and some little pills can make!